Sentence
The Sixhundredandseventysecond
Countess
Brunnhilda von Machfleine-Hohenzollern was awakened from her opiate
slumber by the insistent buzzing of an angry bluebottle which seemed
to have crawled into her head through her left ear and was now
trapped inside her skull desperately failing to find the ear-canal
which would lead it to freedom; she could feel the frantic beating of
its wings as they brushed the inner surface of the
bone which was
supposed to protect her from the outside world but, on this occasion,
had allowed the outside world inside and prevented it from leaving;
if she only had a corkscrew, she would place the point against her
forehead and, needing to exert just a little pressure to start the
hole, simply twist and twist clockwise until her skull was pierced,
then twist anti-clockwise to remove the tool and release the pressure
which threatened to burst the top of her head like Etna, throwing the
ashes of an erupted brain into the room, followed by the lava of all
her dreams, ambitions and melted desires which would run down her
face and body until they cooled and set and hid her identity from
view; not that it was her real identity, not that the 'frigid-wife'
or the 'betrayed-spouse' or the 'wronged-women' in any wise
identified her as the girl who was pushed into marriage with Baldur
Graf von Machfleine amid promises of a Great Romance worthy of Goethe
or one of Caspar David Friedrich's masterpieces,
only to find that
the Count was a brute, who violently raped her on their wedding night
and then abandoned her for his mistresses, his harlots, whores and a
succession of servants who arrived as virgins and left when their
pregnancies could no longer be hidden by shapeless uniforms and they
were packed off Schleswig-Holstein for the confinements and then
married to farmers or tradesmen more than happy to have an
aristocratic cuckoo in their loveless nests; and for fifteen years,
Brunnhilda had wept bitter tears over her plight, contemplated
suicide a thousand times, attempted it fifty, failed miserably at
every attempt and been subjected to every 'cure' known to modern
German medicine, from Freudian and Jungian psycho-analysis to
Electro-Convulsive-Therapy; she had been plunged into icy baths, had
her core-temperature raised to dangerously high levels, been starved,
force-fed and jabbed with more needles than a porcupine, tried by
arithmancy and many other practices to divine her true purpose if any
pathetic broken life could possibly have a purpose and now this
wretched bluebottle had found a way inside her mind that had eluded
every doctor her father could afford – Baldur, the 'husband' who
managed with all the uliginous slime of a slug, to portray
their
corrupted marriage as all her fault, playing the martyr for all it
was worth, besmirching her reputation at every opportunity, had
contributed not one pfennig, caring naught what became of his 'wife'
so long as she did not interfere with his womanising, huren-chasing,
child-abusing, debauchery; and then he was 'Born Again' through The
Thule Society and it's mixture of Aryan Myth and Nordic Saga into
first the nationalist Freikorps, then the Brown-shirt, a dedicated
follower of Ernst Röhm and the SA and now the Black-shirt racing up
the ladder of the SS headed by Heinrich Himmler and dedicated to the
Cult of Adolf Hitler, the upstart Corporal from Austria transformed
into Fuhrer of the
Thousand Year Reich! she truly wished herself
dead, anything to remove her from the madness which was her beloved
country in the grip of dangerous, evil lunatics, hell-bent on the
destruction of the past thousand years of history, culture, art,
religion. poetry, music and philosophy, to replace it with
smouldering rubble and rivers flowing red with the blood of
slaughtered innocence; and her eyes snapped open, as occasionally
happened when some synapses in her desiccated brain actually worked
and she could put two thoughts together and make sense of her
location in the present timescape (did she not have some impression
of a time and place in her memory, yet ever sliding out of sight
whenever she thought she had caught up with it, a time and place
where she lived a happy existence before this one?) and she realised
that the buzzing bluebottle had been the doorbell and that as the
servants did nothing beyond spread their legs for the Count, if
anyone was going to answer it, it would be she, made her way, a
little unsteadily, through the apartment to the main door and
unlocked it, then pulled it open – stared at the familiar face of
the man who stood there, flanked by two others.
could think of
nothing to say, except, "you'd better come in than stand there,"
and led Hitler, Himmler and Goebbels into the drawing room, faintly
waving towards where they should sit/








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