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The Fivehundredandeightysecond
Gretl Cohen (nee
Bloom) hadn't yet known, when she arrived in the aftermath of the
War, as a British Representative with the International Red Cross, at
the former Death Camp at Auschwitz, that she
and her husband, Max,
back in Glasgow where he practised as a solicitor, had both lost
their entire families there; her medical training had done nothing to
prepare her for what she saw, and even that did nothing
to prepare her for what she was to learn had gone on at Auschwitz;
she was so numbed that she could not even cry or wail or roar, so she
simply worked and worked – ensuring the best
disposition of medical
and food aid among the living, her heart breaking whenever the choice
was between giving medicine or food to someone who could not be saved
and would probably, definitely, die through the night, or to another,
who might live another day, and perhaps another after that, and
perhaps enough successive days to become a survivor; the piteous
cries of those denied even the last shred of hope that they might see
another morning, though it be their last, having survived years of
brutality and inhuman treatment, only to fade at the very point of
being saved, was more than Gretl could bear, yet bear it she did, for
she knew that this truth must be told: by the survivors themselves
and for those who did not survive, by people like herself and the
Allied Servicemen who had witnessed the end; when she returned to
genteel Bearsden, she felt like a ghost – she had no interest in
the complaints about their affluenza from her oysshteler
neighbours in Number 17, the
Greenfinches, with their sights set on a
Milngavie villa, and no time to waste on the boasting of Mr
Mendelsohn the gonif schlockmeister at Number 5 whose goods if you
bought them would probably never work yet in the face of any
complaints he would stick his fingers in his ears and repeat,
parrot-fashion, "caveat emptor, caveat emptor," but
in the crepuscular light of that dying November day when her son
Bernie came home, wan and aged, after talking a client out of the
most serious of charges, she just took one look at him and said, from
the depths of her soul: "my son, he has had a Shock, such a
Shock, I only ever saw this before in one place, and that was in
Auschwitz!"
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