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The Fourhundredandthirtyseventh
Gertie sat on the
train and dozed: she had no memory of how she came to be here, no
references to her past or her present; she remembered reading a book,
a novel, by Brigid Brophy: In Transit, it was called, about a
traveller in an airport who had no recollection of an identity, of
name, of gender – am I a man or a woman, wondered the traveller
who, looking down at the clothes which were gender-neutral, felt
unreal; there would be mirrors in the toilets, Men's and
Women's, but which
could be safely entered if you don't know which you are? oh, but at
least she knew her own gender, for she was dressed in a
slightly strange but feminine style – not what she would normally
wear, feeling and looking down at them, out of date, or perhaps
fashionable in an earlier age; and Palestrina had spoken her name, so
she knew she was identifiably Gertie; but as to why and how – they
were, for now, unknowable, unless Palestrina could explain more fully
– Adolf Hitler, the name rang a faint bell, but her memory prior to
waking up on the train was shady, confused, ungraspable – but,
again for now, Palestrina sat quietly reading a book, not concerned
about the world outside her own little bubble of contentment, while
Gertie fidgeted and fizzed, jactitating with worry and wonder – she
kept surreptitiously checking her watch: it was still running
backwards – and with a sudden thought about Alice Through the
Looking Glass she glanced
around, but no, there was nothing in print that she could use to
check, and a complete absence
of mirrors, so she closed her
eyes and let the rocking of the train seduce her into sleep again and
the next time she opened them it had become night and passengers
were preparing to go to bed; catching Palestrina's eye, Gertie
hissed: “how far is it to Berlin, I thought we'd have been there by
now,” and Pal hissed back: “so we should, sweetie, and the
German's are reputed to have made travelling an Art Form, they
haven't given out any information, only that 'due to unforeseen
delays, the result of
sabotage by enemies of the Reich' the
train will now be arriving in Berlin at 8.12am', God, their love of
minutiae,
while showing complete disregard for the passengers comfort
and safety, has to be
experienced to be believed!” so
Gertie
asked, simply, feeling quite wretched at her own helplessness: “so,
where do we sleep?” and Pal indicated the upper bunk, “that shall
be our little nest, and
tomorrow we shall bloom again, like remontant roses”
and
gave a tinkling laugh, which reminded Gertie of her dear
cousin Teri, and she
wondered, bleakly, if she would ever see her family again! and
behind the panel, snug in his own little nest, Herr Marrowsky smiled
to himself and almost inaudibly muttered: “very
interestinct – meine sharkbait – vee
haff vays off taking you malk, leiblings,
und not all off zem
nonderfully vice!” and
he cackled softly and murmured:
“You
may think I am not real,
That
my face is burned vermeil,
As
I hound you from Pillar to Post,
In
the country or on the coast,
Like
a crackerjack I can terrify,
Like
Doctor Jekyll, transmogrify,
But
when you hear me whistle my tune,
Then
you will know your end is soon!!
and
he lit another cigarette and put his ear to the thin partition, the
better to hear the two mysterious young women and he smiled: “pretty,
yes, interestink, yes, but stupid!”
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