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The Fourhundredandseventyfirst
But, as he slept,
little Levy Balquihidder's dreams took him back to a time before
history, even before he had first been born on Earth; long, long
before Earth itself, before the Universe, when all was a formless
void with neither Time nor Space to worry about: here were assembled
a multitude of Spirits, disembodied, jostling for space, in imperfect
amity, just thoughts without substance, communications without words:
to an observer they might have seemed like shifting lights, like the
Aurora Borealis, but there could be no observers here, for there was
no-one to observe or to be observed; these were ideas, synapses in
the cosmic broth, waiting for the moment they all anticipated,
longed-for and dreaded: and when it came it was terrible! a swift
compression of all that had never been and could never be again and
then a bang so soundless and so bright that the universe was, for a
brief moment, that pure white which contains all the colours of the
spectrum, bonded together into one instant and one infinitesimal
moment: and then the Universe unravelled as drops of molten energy
were hurled in all directions and there was almost an audible murmur
from those soundless spirits as the clock raced forward, gathering
momentum as the drops coalesced and drew together in family groups
and extended networks, ever-rapidly-changing patterns which scattered
the light and churned the atoms of a billion prisms, looking like the
drops of dew on a morning spider's-web – if there had been even one
single eye to see them, but spiders lay in the far-off distant
future, because Time was running now – and then it all seemed to
come together: suns beginning to glow and each
drawing smaller lumps
of rock into orbits around them; oh they knew that aeons had passed
in what seemed to them like a flash, for they had no sense of time,
an alien concept to shapeless, formless spirits, who never grew any
older, who were like thoughts in the vast mind which had conjured up
this firework display, and then they sensed a change, that the time
was approaching when their roles would change, when their purpose
would become clear, when they would become as one with whatever drama
they would enter, on whatever stage their play would unfold, and the
spirit who is now little Levy Balquhidder sensed, rather than felt a
wind on his face, a rush of blood in his ears and knew that it was
his turn to cry out, and he found that he had a voice and he screamed
and was aware of being picked up and held in two arms and found
himself suckling and he did it all instinctively, improvising without
the need for any direction and he opened his eyes and looked into a
kindly, wrinkled face – he knew instantly that this was his first
mother, inhabited by an earlier spirit, and he
held tight onto her
furry coat with hands and feet as she swung herself up into the trees
and began a journey, with his foot on the first rung and the future
laddering away above him, that he is still on, millennia later,
though the passage of time is still something he is trying to get
used to; as is the accumulation of memory and he wonders if he will
ever experience overload? for he has never met another spirit, which
is to say, that although every Human Bean (as he thinks of the body
he inhabits) is flesh, mind and spirit, with the spirit providing the
mind, he is the only one, so far as he has been able to ascertain,
through tentative and ambiguous questions, who remembers everything,
and he senses that most spirits are wiped clean of all residual
memory at the body's death and before their next re-birth, which he
feels sad about, and also makes him feel lonely, because he is unable
to share this knowledge, this back-catalogue of learning and
experience, for on the one occasion he tried, he was denounced as a
devil and was stoned to death, so he has learned to be circumspect:
after all, nothing lasts for ever except the Spirit, and in his
time-scale, as well as his new Bean, he is young, and he is
particularly happy at having been born as little Levy Balquhidder and
is confident of an enjoyable life ahead of himself even though,
despite his rear-view mirror on the past, he has no forward insight,
just a sense that this new life will be better than his last, and
that he may, somehow, be exonerated and, oh how he longs for sharp
teeth with which to Fletcherise, biting and chewing being such an
exquisite pleasure for one conceived with no need for food, or any
other bodily requirement!
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