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The Fourhundredandeightyeighth
Little Levy
Balquhidder had a fever this morning; as soon as she realised his
temperature was raised, his mum, Sarsparilla, gave him a 5ml dose of
Infant Calpol which he sucked greedily out of the dispenser and soon
he was sleeping peacefully – on the outside; inside, the spirit
which provided
Levy's consciousness, his id as the Freudians
call it, was fair fizzing: it's memory banks were racing through
generations of births and rebirths, images and events, places and
faces, covering every epoch of human life on the planet, from the
immolation caused by a bolt of lightning which ended it's previous
life as Pherson Dalwhinnie in Melrose High Street, through the one
just before as Oscar
Wilde's namby-pamby lover, Bosie – Lord Alfred
Douglas – and immediately before that, Kalama, Queen Consort of the
Hawaiian Islands (it could never predict who or what it would become
next, nor fathom The Creator's Grand plan, of which it knew
itself to be but a tiny bit part) with that strange belief in herself
which she manifested as a pollinivore, drawing status and power in
much the
same way as a Queen Bee, oh, the spirit rather prided itself
on that wee extemporised touch; then back and further back
through the most recent two millennia until they homed in on one:
OMG! it had not thought of that for so long, a thousand years or
more, so why now? could there be a message in this, a lesson to be
learned? for in his life as Clemens he had been a slave, stultified
in that role, and then a Freedman, and had chosen to impersonate his
former owner in a failed bid to become Emperor – why, although so
long ago it was as fresh as every other memory, but why today? why
now? after all, little Levy was still, is still, a tiny baby
unable yet to talk or walk – and with every rebirth the spirit was
finding itself less patient, more impatient, more desperate to ignore
the rules of his role, to say more than “geeble-gabble,
bibble-bobble, glug, glug, glug,” to tell his, or her, parents the
truth – that it could teach them a heck of a lot more than they
would ever be able to teach it; he yearned to toss away the script,
to improvise, to ad lib – was
that it? he had ad libbed
as Clemens for he knew the
masquerade was not the intended course for him to take,
and been murdered for his pains, and
the lightning bolt was the surest, clearest message that his
Pherson Dalwhinnie was not as it should have been
– maybe that was the
point, maybe this was
The Creator saying to him: “stick to your part, darling,
stay in character, don't go
off message, remember
what happened last time!” and the spirit knew that was right,
proper, the honest truth; it
would live the life destined for Little Levy Balquhidder and keep
it's
counsel, keep it's
wits about it,
because no-one ever knew what the others would do, only The Creator
saw the Big Picture, knew
the Grand Scheme, and
the spirit knew that it
wasn't the star of the show: if this were a Repertory Company it
would be 'other parts played by members of the cast'
and it
had done
that in it's
time, been the friend,
follower, supporter, third spear-carrier, so:
no big gestures, no miracles, and definitely, absolutely, no talking
yet!
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