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Threehundredandfortyninth
“You are an interesting man, Brother
Bede,” said Tavish, sipping at his wine, and watching its undulant
ripples break up the reflections of brands set in sconces on the
walls, “and I believe an educated one, what brought you to
Melrose?” and Bede smiled, “the ways of Our Lord can seem
mysterious to us poor mortals, but I trust in his wisdom and love and
am assured that He knows best; but I have not always been a monk,
Master Tavish, I was indeed a Scholar – educated first in Oxford
and then Bologna – my interest was perhaps esoteric, certainly not
very useful, as my wife was oft heard saying, being in the strange
things which can be found in the rocks and surfaces of this place we
walk on, things which seem at first to have been sculpted by a John
Morow of an earlier age, but which I believe were once living things,
creatures which were here before us, perhaps they were the beasts
which God created before the first Man, I do not claim to know the
answers but I like to ask the questions; but to continue with my
reply to yours, we were happy, I had my students, my wife had our
children, two girls and a boy, and then they were gone! died of a
pox, a pestilence which lay low more than three quarters of the
population in a few short weeks; I had to bury them myself, and then
I left Bologna, I did not want to remain behind, I travelled and
walked most of the way, trying to get as far as I could; on the way I
met a Disciple of St Bernard and I became a Bernardine, a Carthusian,
and asked to be sent here, as far as I could go, and here I stopped
walking and set about working: doing useful things, like digging
trenches and planting vegetables, or cutting blocks of stone for the
masons, and as I grew older and less able, I came in here, where I
have kept the records and taught the novices and worked hard but in a
way which The Lord has decided in his goodness to use me; and for the
last five years I have been Almoner and I have enjoyed meeting the
many and varied folk who come seeking shelter, or food, or clothing
and who can do a day's work for a night's bed, giving of themselves
in return for what we can offer them; to me it seems a simple way of
life, not unlike that of Adam and Eve, or the family of Mary and
Joseph in which Our Lord Jesus grew up – from each according to his
ability and to each according to his need – is that not a simple
statement of what He expects of us; though not all men see it like
that – there is cruelty and greed and lust everywhere men
congregate, even in the House of God; our Abbot - if I am any judge
of men I know you to be good and true - is weak and is manipulated by
his Sponsor, Sir Parlane MacFarlane – a man steeped in all
manner
of vice, though never has any charge been brought against him,
perhaps because of his wealth or his knowledge of the secrets of
others – who arrived just before you, with his man, Doubleday, both
dusty and stained from hard riding, and no sooner than our Abbot,
more like a procurer than a man of God, came himself and fetched away
your daughters for the duties which it is my responsibility to issue,
but I believe their duties will not be what I would have given them,
I trust that He will not let them come to any harm,” and Tavish
told them what had transpired, and Brother Bede laughed heartily at
the descriptions of the Abbot and MacFarlane being controlled by the
two girls, but then Tavish asked him if the prevention of an evil act
before it is committed would be viewed as a Sin: “Thou Shalt Not
Kill is a Commandment which is unqualified, but then so are others,
concerning Adultery and Envy, and we also permit Soldiers to kill in
times of war; and I suppose if your conscience is clear and you do
not commit the sin for pleasure or gain, but out of necessity for the
protection of others, I am sure that He in his Wisdom would take that
into account, there is no paries enclosing a man's actions and
separating them from his thoughts or words, The Lord knows them all”
and Tavish then asked, “what if an action today alters what would
have been in a hundred or a thousand years time? would He judge
that?” and Bede replied solemnly: “nothing that you do can affect
what the Lord wills, if you slay another before he can kill an
innocent, you will have done what is right, and how the Future plays
out is neither in your power nor in your responsibility, only The
Lord knows what his Plan is, but His Plan will unfold for generations
still to come – did He not give His only Son as a sacrifice for
Man? and mark this: no single man can alter The Lord's Plan, for He
has put Man on Earth to walk in His footsteps and do what He has
intended for Man to do,” Tavish nodded sagely, his mind made up;
and he rose from his seat, thanked Brother Bede for his wisdom and,
remarking that “it is all Sir Garnet, as we used to say in The
Service, the time for planning is over and it is now the moment to
Act! wouldn't like to miss the vernissage,” and taking up a heavy
cudgel, he left the Monk's Office!
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